…I was “delivert”, I quickly learned I needed “just a little mo’ Jesus!” LOL!
No, seriously though. I thank God for the moments in my life like today. You know those days; the ones that seem like from the moment you opened your eyes, things didn’t go as planned? Yeah – those days. I’ve come to appreciate them.
I realize that on these days is when God can get the most glory out of my life. In my weakness, He is magnified and makes me strong. In my indecision, I turn to him as the author and finisher of my faith. In my uncertainty, I realize that my steps are ordered by Him. In calamity, He gives me a peace that surpasses all understanding.
I won’t lie and say the road to this new-found appreciation and admiration for “off days,” came easily. Oh no, no, no. In fact, I used to think it was easier to stop striving for greatness. It seems as soon as you feel that you’ve “arrived,” life comes to knock you back down to size.
I no longer think like that, thank God. I now know and respect that:
To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:
2 A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;
3 A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;
4 A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;
5 A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;
6 A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away;
7 A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
8 A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.
9 What profit hath he that worketh in that wherein he laboureth?
10 I have seen the travail, which God hath given to the sons of men to be exercised in it.
11 He hath made every thing beautiful in his time: also he hath set the world in their heart, so that no man can find out the work that God maketh from the beginning to the end.
12 I know that there is no good in them, but for a man to rejoice, and to do good in his life.
13 And also that every man should eat and drink, and enjoy the good of all his labour, it is the gift of God.
14 I know that, whatsoever God doeth, it shall be for ever: nothing can be put to it, nor any thing taken from it: and God doeth it, that men should fear before him.
And I now stand still, and watch God’s salvation. Through my imperfection, His perfection is realized. Thank you God for understanding.
I’m Dee — former worrier, naysayer, negative nelly, all around no good doer — now a faith walker, promise talker, and princess warrior in the Kingdom of Heaven. What’s your Testimony?